GONE??

when did you start becoming weary of me?
what burdens did i give to you?
to you, no longer say anything.
i've become unable to ask now.
without the usual grumbling.
still smiling that polite smile.
losing the sadness that passed by your eyes.
i'm sorry, it was absentminded stupidity on my part.
my love.

when i see you with your back turned to me.
the time love clearly took.
now i can see it too.
like a time of separation.
i saw it coming.
i didn't know you were such a part of me.
if i could turn it all back.
no, if you would smile for me just once more.
by myself, i'm unable to hold your heart.
because of foolish pride.
i'm sorry, my love.

when i look at how cold you've become.
the separation spreading in this instance.
now i know there's nothing to be done.
in the name of love.
slowly like changing colours.
love is leaving me.

i didn't know i had it to begin with.
even words of apology.
although i'm as sorry as this.
what could a person like me say.
and how could i say it.
like i can't breathe, i'm dizzy.
inside lost time.

even if i roam quickly.
the only thing i could do now.
is that i can't do anything.

when i see you with your back turned to me.
the time love clearly took.
now i can see it too.
like a time of separation.
i saw it coming.
i didn't know you were such a part of me.

-super junior (she's gone)

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ada orang bilang, pacaran itu harus dua arah.
kenyataannya, dia baru sadar kalo pacaran itu harus dua arah.
jadi selama 9 bulan ke belakang, lo kemana ajaaa?

ada orang bilang, pacaran itu dasarnya percaya.
kenyataannya, gue pun ga bisa jadi orang yang dipercaya untuk dia cerita atau sekedar ngasih gue tau apa masalah dia waktu itu.
dan baru sekarang lo bisa percaya gue?
gue percaya lo mau berubah, tapi gue masih belom percaya lo udah berubah.

ada orang bilang, kemandirian itu penting.
dengan cara itu apa lo mandiri?

ada orang bilang, jangan cepat menyerah.
apa lo tidak gampang putus asa?
apa lo termasuk yang tidak mudah down?

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i said you can win me again if you tried.
if you tried hard enough.

so, what are you waiting for?