It Ain't No Misery, Neither Sorrow

When you're trapped in a past,

When you feel like there's nowhere to go,

When you're lost in the trouble you caused...

It's just like....

The.

End.

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Pulled in a box full of memories

Trapped in my own misery

The unfinished business of the past

And there’s no way out, no way

Try to think about everything I had done

Try to remember all the undone

Wish I could undo everything

I will start again from the beginning

Staring at the sky, for a wishing star

Hoping that my dream will come true

Oh, I dream for nothing but you

Look at me standing in front of you

Begging you to come back to me

Oh, I’m nothing but a fool for you

My unfinished letter stood there

Grab on a pen and an ink on the side

But I just don’t know what to do

Not now, not anymore

Try to think about everything I had done

Try to remember all the undone

Wish I could undo everything

I will start again from the beginning

Staring at the sky, for a wishing star

Hoping that my dream will come true

Oh, I dream for nothing but you

Look at me standing in front of you

Begging you to come back to me

Oh, I’m nothing but a fool for you

How could it end up like this?

I swallowed back my pride

Now I want you back in my life

I just can’t pretend that I don’t

Staring at the sky, for a wishing star

Hoping that my dream will come true

Oh, I dream for nothing but you

Look at me standing in front of you

Begging you to come back to me

Oh, I’m nothing but a fool for you

Untitled -Prasya Aninditya (Mazeltov)

Mind Complexion

When you were asked about relationship, what came to your mind?

Is there a 'me'? Is there a 'you'? Is there an 'us'? Is there a 'love'? What else?

When you were asked about forming a relationship, what can you think of?

Trust? Honesty? What else?

When you were asked about ending a relationship, what is the best way you can possibly think of?

...

I don't. I personally don't know.

I feel like, sometimes, in their ways, there's not always an US in a relationship. There's one thing that dominates the whole thingy, ME.

What if there's only me in a relationship? What if there's no you, nor us?

What if there's no trust neither honesty in a relationship? What's left was 2 people live in their ways.

What happened with 'two lives became one, two hearts became one, two minds became one'?

What the hell happened with it?

Call me silly. But I don't give a fuck of what my partner got to say when I had to do what is right for me.

Running things together, no it ain't right. I'm better off alone. He's better off alone either.

So, the hell with it!

Great Idea, Jom!!

Suatu hari setelah perhelatan Final Piala Dunia 2010,

David Villa datang menghadap Tuhan dan berkata, "Terima kasih Tuhan." Villa pulang dengan lega dan Tuhan pun tersenyum.

Kemudian Mesut Özil datang dan bertanya kepada Tuhan, "Tuhan, giliranku kapan?" lalu Tuhan menjawab, "Sabar Özil, 4 tahun lagi." Özil pulang dan ia pun menitikkan air mata.

Setelah itu Frank Ribery datang dan menanyakan hal yang sama. Lalu Tuhan menjawab, "Sabar Ribery, 8 tahun lagi." Ia pulang dan menangis tersedu-sedu.

Lalu, Robin Van Persie datang dan menanyakan hal yang sama. Lalu Tuhan menjawab, "Sabar Va Persie, 12 tahun lagi." Ia pulang dan menangis lepas.

Wayne Rooney datang menghadap Tuhan dan ia menanyakan hal yang sama. Lalu Tuhan menjawab, "Sabar Rooney 16 tahun lagi." Rooney pulang dan meraung-raung.

Özil, Ribery, Van Persie dan Rooney pulang. Dalam perjalanan, mereka bertemu dengan Bambang Pamungkas. BP mencoba untuk menenangkan empat kolega jauhnya. Kemudian, BP bergegas pergi menghadap Tuhan.

BP: Tuhan, saya punya pertanyaan.

Tuhan: Apa yang hendak kau tanyakan?

BP: Kapan giliranku merasakan piala itu, Tuhan?

...

Dan Tuhan-pun hanya bisa menangis.

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Pasca pertandingan Indonesia-Uruguay

Crazy Simple Thing Called Love

Hello again,

Actually, I avoid myself writing a post around that thing called love. But, Hell, this one is dedicated to my previous and my best-friends. And anyways, this isn't me talking, but it's others talking, I just sort of made them references. I know I'm not good at words. (DUH?!)

I was wondering what a relationship is. I dated many, but then still I don't have a damn idea about what a relationship is. I thought just two people, hanging around, with the same feelings for each other. Yep, just like that.

In fact, no, it isn't that simple. If it is, then why is marriage become freaking complicated? If it is, then why do lovers argue for any small things? If it is, then what's the difference between lovers and friends?

I thank God for giving me the chance to learn exactly what love is. I thank Buwaneka Jayanetti for teaching me what a love-based-relationship really is. I know I am not good at it, but what the hell, we're still learning.

What a coincidence, I heard many comments around that thing named Love lately. Love-Birds, New Couples, Arguing, Breaking-Up, and so on. So I decided to post this blog, thinking maybe I could help somehow. Take It or Leave It.

What is a relationship actually?

Based on what I've learned, it's about two people become one. Two troubles become one. Two happiness become one. That means, yes, two lives become one.

How do you know if he/she is the right one?

You know yourself better than I do. So, think deep. Is he/she really the one you want to spend your time with? Is he/she really the one you can trust? Sometimes, emotions takes control when it gets on love. But one thing I've learned, don't let your ego takes control of you.

How does a relationship actually work?

Trust. That is why in a relationship, we have to keep trusting each other and make sure you trust yourself not to break the commitment.

Honesty. If you're not honest to yourself, how can you be honest to your partner? If you're not honest, how the hell can you keep your partners trust?

Empathy. Not being ego-centered, feeling each other, understanding each other are somewhat important. I don't know how to explain this, but don't you guys feel it?

Does it matter when it comes on distance?

Again, when you trust your partner, when you're being honest to your partner, and the same thing comes from your partner, distance shouldn't matter. Love is free, Love is everywhere.

Well. I guess that's the farthest I can get. Now I know what a relationship really is. And I hope, I won't do the same mistake all over again.

Hope this post help you guys.

CHEER UP!

sorry, no offense.

(no offense)

if you met a person, out of nowhere, don’t know whether he’s a real person or a fake one, would you ever date them?

(no offense)

if you feel like you want to have an affair, why would you go online unless you’re a shy person or you don’t have the guts to find someone real, like you can see them right in front of you.

(no offense)

if you love someone, doesn’t it mean that you have trusted them, you believed in them, you don’t own them, but you have the control over you and over them - not in a bad way but in a good way, like you know how to behave to them -

(no offense)

if you have the guts to mock people in public, you should had have the guts to mock them RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEIR FACES.

(no offense)

if you have the guts to do something bad, do something wrong to others, you should had have the guts to admit that you were wrong.

(no offense)

if you have the guts to say something bad about people, then you should had have the guts to say something bad about yourself.

(no offense)

sorry, no offense.

FRIENDS: WORTH IT OR NOT?

what are real friends are?
does friendship dinilai dari materi?
apa friendship itu ada kalo pihak pihak yang ada tatap muka?

gimana rasanya kalo waktu itu, you were so damn close with them, after one moment lo pisah terus udah deh sama sekali ga jadi temen. are they real friends?
i was and still am disappointed with those who call themselves a friend tapi mereka ada di saat seneng-seneng doang. where are they when we're having hard times? where are they when we need them?
dont call yourself a friend if you weren't there for your friend everytime they need you, good times even bad times.

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

(that's what friends are for by Dionne Warwick)

WHAT IS LOVE?

does love have to be the same colour?
the answer is NO
why bother, being black or white.
like MJ always said, doesn't matter if you're black or white.
just love the one you love :)